Don't Grow Up

I keep telling myself I should relax and actually enjoy being my age. But, really? I'm not so much. This whole having nothing thing is weird to me. I have no significant other. No place of my own. No dependents. Nothing that's really mine, or of my concern. I actually find myself looking for more responsibilities! Who the heck would want to do that? So, I tell myself Dont Grow Up. But it only sometimes works. I'm feeling ready to actually BE something, other than 19. But in the mean time, I'll play Foosball with my best friend until two in the morning, and try to figure out how to get myself somewhere that will let me become something...